February 2013
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February 18, 2013
UPDATE.
okay, so first off, I’m getting pretty annoyed with the group. They’re so loud and obnoxious and people always give us bad looks because of that, and it’s getting irritating. I mean, I tolerated their excitement for a long time, but that day they left my duffle on Carlene’s bench, my bottle just exploded. I snapped at them, and I’ve noticed that I still have...
January 2013
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January 11, 2013
But lately I’ve been feeling a tad bit depressed. Like sometimes I would just feel all moody and gloomy, and I wouldn’t even know why. Like today during 5th and 6th period. I was just sad and quiet all of a sudden, and when Glyssa noticed and asked why, I didn’t know what to say. That’s because I don’t even know the reason myself.
I don’t know, man. I feel like...
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January 11, 2013
So it’s been more than two months, and I’m proud to say I’m getting there. I’m not completely over you, though, because I still check up on you but that’s it. I don’t think about the past anymore. I don’t think about the memories we had. I don’t think about the conversations we had. I don’t think about the laughs we had. I don’t think...
December 2012
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December 14, 2012
You’re everywhere now. You’re on twitter, tumblr, facebook, and now, instagram. I can’t get away from you. And perfect timing, huh? Right when we’re over, you decide to put more effort in being active online. Nice move.
I just really can’t handle you moving on already. I see you liking her photos, reblogging stuff obviously meant for her, I see you trying to get...
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December 10, 2012
You like Celia.
No. No no no no no. But I don’t understand. Why. How. When. It literally hurt me when I found out. Like there was this big emptiness in my stomach, the feeling I usually get when I find something out that hurts. My heart immediately broke when I found out. It was already broken, but now it’s just shattered into so many pieces and I don’t think I can put them all...
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December 05, 2012
It’s 9:26 on a Wednesday morning and I’m missing you. I’m missing you like crazy. I miss you so much. It’s still morning, and I usually only feel sad at night, so I know that I surely miss you. I don’t know if it’s just hormones or pms, but I’ve been missing you ever since that night almost a month ago. Wow, a month without you. It didn’t even feel...
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December 02, 2012
The happiest smiles hide the saddest eyes.
So I was reading Katrina’s private blog, and wow. I would have never thought she was that unhappy with herself. I would have never thought how difficult life is for her. I didn’t really see the dates the posts were made, though. I know I shouldn’t be snooping around, but I was just compelled to read it. It made me realize that even the...
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December 01, 2012
“One of the worst moments in life is probably when you’re in a room full of people and you look around and see them all talking and laughing and all of sudden you feel so sad and lonely that you can even feel a physical pain in your chest because you realize that they all belong to someone and they all have someone who belongs to them and you don’t, you’re just kind of there.”
I felt...
November 2012
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November 29, 2012
Time to delete everything. Time to throw everything away. Time to let go. Time to move on. Now it’s time for me. Time to make myself happy. Time to work harder in school. Time to take extra care of my hygiene. Time to read more books. Time to participate more. Time to start working out again. Not doing it for you, but for me. It’s time to finally have confidence in myself without you.
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November 18, 2012
Why did I even say those things. If I had the opportunity to go back in time and re-do that Wednesday night all over again, I’d take it in a heartbeat. I should have never let you go.
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November 18, 2012
It could have been our one year friendaversary today. Remember last year? When you just said “hi” to me out of nowhere. When we just started talking, and we just instantly clicked. I even told you something very personal to me on the second day we started talking. We then had endless conversations, silly nicknames, lame puns, honesty hours, 20 questions, our jars, our bucket lists,...
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November 18, 2012
You said you’d never leave. You said you’d never let us drift apart. You said you’d never let anything get in between us. You said you’d never stop loving me.
but you did.
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November 15, 2012
Could have been 8 months.
But we’re still not even talking.
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November 09, 2012
I cried so much today. I’m even crying right now. I was so out of it today at school. I broke down when Glyssa and Savana noticed this morning that I looked sad. I broke down again when I had to tell Bernadine. I can’t. I can’t do it. I can’t help but think that it’s all wrong. It wasn’t supposed to end this way. We’re not supposed to drift away....
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November 08, 2012
fuck man, I swear November is my month of breakups.
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November 08, 2012
I guess this is it. It’s done. I’m sorry.
November 02, 2012
All Souls Day today. Gosh I miss you so, so much Lolo. I know we really didn’t spend much time together, but I really wish we did. I really wish I had a closer connection to you. I really wish I was there with you when you were on your hospital bed, almost ready to see the Lord. You know, whenever I think of you, I have this faint image of us in a car ride to Makati. It was late at night, we...
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November 01, 2012
What Chelsey told me today really touched me.
Her: Hey Reggie, are you still with Cyril? Me: Yeah. Her: How long? Me: Right now we’re going into our 8th month. Her: AWW, that is so cute. Me: haha, really? Her: Yeah!! It’s so cute how it’s also a long distance relationship too. Really gives me hope. Stay strong, you two. Me: Oh, wow. Haha, thanks. Her: You’re welcome!
And...
